You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes

Saturday, October 23, 2010 / 9:00 PM

HELLO PEOPLE !

yesterday night...

have a bad dream..

is it because of my mood?

i don't know..

have been feeling that i have a big gap between me and my family..

is it because i am the 3rd child and not the last and never bring to you guys attention?

is it because i am 13?

and sis are 20 , 17..

and the smallest only bring to you guys attention..

sometimes i really thought that i am extra..

do you know how does it feel?

sometimes talk to them is like talk to the wall..

no one reply..

do you know how does it feel?

sometimes after i start talking joining the conversation and it will stop..

is it because of i joining in the conversation and causes it to stop?

do you know how does it feels like?

everyday come home..

sometimes don't even have door in..

can't you give mii pair of door key?

everyday come home..

only left me and maid and Jiayee..

where are the rest of you?

mia le?

you know how does it feel when no one at home?

dad,

you can even also say..

今天又是你一个人在家了? 姐姐呢..?

daddy..

you know too..

i always alone at home..

how does it feel..

yes..

i cant get along with Jiayee..

mum say too..

because i am the one who always with her at home..

of course we two will have quarrels.

do you know why Jiayee always say i am the worst sis ever?

because i always scold her..

because you guys are always come home late..

no one asking her to bath.

no one asking her to just eat finish her dinner before running around the house.

yes.

because of this.

she always get scolding from me..

thats why she hates me

sigh..

do you know how does it feel?

no..

you don't know.

because you wasn't me..

yesterday night had a bad dream..

dream of i had a quarrel with my 2nd sis , Jingyee..

she said to me..

yes.

i admit..

i have this kind of feeling before.

she is unhappy with me when i am with her friends..

i don't why..

maybe i just thinking to much like he said..

well..

i really don't know..

feel like...

gaps is getting bigger...

You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes

Saturday, October 23, 2010 / 9:00 PM

HELLO PEOPLE !

yesterday night...

have a bad dream..

is it because of my mood?

i don't know..

have been feeling that i have a big gap between me and my family..

is it because i am the 3rd child and not the last and never bring to you guys attention?

is it because i am 13?

and sis are 20 , 17..

and the smallest only bring to you guys attention..

sometimes i really thought that i am extra..

do you know how does it feel?

sometimes talk to them is like talk to the wall..

no one reply..

do you know how does it feel?

sometimes after i start talking joining the conversation and it will stop..

is it because of i joining in the conversation and causes it to stop?

do you know how does it feels like?

everyday come home..

sometimes don't even have door in..

can't you give mii pair of door key?

everyday come home..

only left me and maid and Jiayee..

where are the rest of you?

mia le?

you know how does it feel when no one at home?

dad,

you can even also say..

今天又是你一个人在家了? 姐姐呢..?

daddy..

you know too..

i always alone at home..

how does it feel..

yes..

i cant get along with Jiayee..

mum say too..

because i am the one who always with her at home..

of course we two will have quarrels.

do you know why Jiayee always say i am the worst sis ever?

because i always scold her..

because you guys are always come home late..

no one asking her to bath.

no one asking her to just eat finish her dinner before running around the house.

yes.

because of this.

she always get scolding from me..

thats why she hates me

sigh..

do you know how does it feel?

no..

you don't know.

because you wasn't me..

yesterday night had a bad dream..

dream of i had a quarrel with my 2nd sis , Jingyee..

she said to me..

yes.

i admit..

i have this kind of feeling before.

she is unhappy with me when i am with her friends..

i don't why..

maybe i just thinking to much like he said..

well..

i really don't know..

feel like...

gaps is getting bigger...